That Moment When I Realized

I have been sitting for a long time with my earphone plugged on my right ear and the other half is on your left ear. We are listening to your favorite song sung by Fall Out Boy. You are right next to me and I know that the music is so loud but I can't hear anything except for the fast beating of my heart. I know that it was you, you're the reason why my heart pounds so fast.

I rest my head on my desk while you keep on telling your different stories to your friends. We have stayed like this for moment of time. Suddenly, I was disturb when you turn off the music player and tell me to keep my cellphone and earphones. Unknowingly, I follow your instruction and put my things on my bag.

You position yourself by resting your head on my desk facing the left side. I star at your face and memorize every detail of it. Starting from your hair until to the very tip of your chin.

I touch your hair, comb it using my fingers. I feel the softness of your hair. It looks greyish because of those white and blacks strands and the way you style your hair, I just love them.

I glance on your cheeks. The place where your smiles belong. The cheeks that I want to touch forever. To let you feel the caress of my hands that tells you that I love you so much.

Then I look at your eyes, it was close. I kiss them lovingly and touch your eyelashes. I look at them for a long period of time. I just can't keep my eyes on staring at yours. It is so deep. Very deep. I can't describe my feelings everytime I see your deep, black eyes. My heart starts to beats faster.

I look at your ears. I bow my head and lean into your ears. I whisper those words wholeheartedly and undoubtedly. "I love you, Baby." I have stayed in that position for seconds and waited for your answer. You open your eyes and reply, "I love you, too."

I hug you tightly without hesitations. You change your position and all I can see is the back part of your head. Your hair and your nape. I sniff. Oh, how I love when I touch and smell your nape. Everytime I touch it, it's like, there's an electricity flowing on your whole body. I love the way you stop me from tickling you. And your scent, I just can't stop from sniffing it from your nape to your shoulder. It sounds weird but I can't help doing it.

You sit down properly and lean your head on the wall with eyes closed. I start to stare at you again, now I can see your whole face. I know that time, that moment, that the love I feel towards you will lat forever. I know that in my heart and in my soul that you're the one for me. The one that I want to share and spend the rest of my life with. I know that is too early to summed these things up but I can feel the warmth of your love and your embraces on my heart. It's heart-melting.

You open your eyes and have caught me staring at you, then you lean your head on my shoulder. Now, my heart have pounded abnormally. Our faces are getting closer and closer. My face starts to move nearer to yours. And in an instant, I give the sweetest kiss that I could give. It was short and simple but I know that it came from the bottom of my heart.

I smile. And I tell you once again how much I love you. It's the type of "I love you" that tells "I want to marry you." You reply the same thing. Words and thoughts are keep on flashing on my mind, "I love this person. Each and every detail of his soul, his character. I love him. So much."

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